It's Not What You Think

That's when I long
To break the forth dimension
For we have no reason to meet
Here, beyond time, we can grow
Limitless in knowing
Litmitlessly learning
The heart of a stranger
Who has always been there?
Here, and known
Strung together in endless
Existence, the ways I know you
You are...
I am bound, limited, by myself
Alone, yet with you.
Breathe your song to me
Wind, light, dark matter
Unseen reflections.
Grow near to me, rise inside me
This is why I need you
To finish me,
As I ache for you
To touch my soul, my mind invaded,
My heart rushes...
To know such joy, ecstasy
Intimately intwined
You infuse my veins,
I feel you, don't let go
As my breath runs short
Be by my side, breathe with me
In and out, out and in
Every turn, every crack, every crevice, 
Every untouched corner
All of me shares your flesh and blood
I long for you to quiet my heart
Quiet my fears
In dark places,
Exposed and frail,,
My peace is in your hands
All of me craves more
More you
More, my love.

Drawn Out Smile

I miss looking forward to something
I miss the days having meaning
I miss the difference of breaths
Light breezes filling a soul
Gentle warmth-rays, glistening
  through dancing trees

A fresh start, jubilation whispers
Exhale, exhale, exhale
That breath of applause
The bird's encore, rejoice
Life awaits...
I miss tenderness, giggles
I miss tickles of spirit
Tears, joy, sorrow
Exhilarating, roaring heart rates...
I miss coffee smelling sweet

Here the air is dead.
I am alone, speaking to death
Cold shadows ache, fragrance dissipates
Did you hear the music?
I really wanted to dance,
I really wanted to laugh.
The silence comes from white noise
I don't sing, solitude in a crowd
Singing I am most alone
I echo nothing, compliment nothing
Melodies disintegrate, they are lost
I am assassin if not idly listening
I would rather listen, watch Life.
In my box, you can go on existing
In my box, the viper is contained
Coffee never warmed me anyway
Only one hurts when I don't partake

The greater good matters most
I can take it